My Testimony of "Chu Cheng" Cell Group Fellowship

Going to church fellowship, service or meeting is always my priority, for in the bible, it says “Let us not neglect our church duties and meetings, as some people do, but encourage and warn each other, especially now that the day of his coming back again is drawing near” (Hebrew 10:25)

After coming to Sabah, I’m still going to church with earnestly and even in serving, I really involved especially in children ministry. I love to serve God. But because of my infirm faith, without anyone to talk to, I’ve neglected from the church meeting. However, God’s words still talking to my heart. “Go to church, go to the fellowship”. It’s my unforgiving heart that I’m able to face. I lose my faith in relationship with people. I’m so thirsty of God’s word and fellowship of the church. After marriage, I’m busy with family life, with the children, with my new post in school. I don’t have time to go to the fellowship. However, I managed to go for sometimes but I still can’t solve my heart’s hurt and anger. Yet, God always remind me the importance of going to the church and fellowship.

Until the starting of “chu cheng” fellowship, I’m so happy that I can go to listen to God’s words and have fellowship. Yet, my heart cracked because my children were so naughty that it disturbed the service. I’m so ashamed. I don’t know what to do. I’m so stressful with my children. After going for once, I stop going again. My husband keeps urging me to go. The simple act of him makes me feel touched. I told him of the problems. He’s the type of quiet person, so no comment from him, just urging me to go. He said the children let them be. So, with faith, once again I agree to go. My children making noise during the fellowship but what impressed me is the members of “chu cheng” ignored the noise and continue with the discussion/meeting. I’m so touched with their unconditional understanding, and letting me involved too in the discussion. I feel more comfortable with the fellowship. In this fellowship of two weeks once, I learned a lot. I begin to see the importance of life, the purpose of life, care for people, and the importance of serving God. I begin to be feeling useful and special in God’s eye. I thank God for giving me this change to come back to Him. So, let us not neglect from going to the church and fellowship. Encourage each other and help each other in God’s Kingdom. Thank you to all the brother and sister of “Chu Cheng” fellowship of your acceptance of my children during the fellowship so that I can listen to God’s word. Amen.

By tck07